I've been searching my heart
Going back to the start
But we've been here before
No
I told myself to be brave
For what lies in the way
I can't escape from the pain
No
No matter how hard I try to escape,
I'm being held back as they close the gates
I feel like [F]it's concealed my [A]fate
These thoughts like [F]chains I need to [C7]break
Before they drag me down the abyss
I tɾy but I can't seem [A]to [C7]ɾesist
I've given up, I wanna forget
How they've left me broken down like [F]this
I've tɾied to [C7]get myself back up but can't find the motivation
With everything pressing down on [C7]me I feel it's overtaking
My tɾain of thought, I feel I've lost all [Em]anticipation
For any good to [C7]come from this complication
I've put everyone else before me, when's it my [A]turn
To put myself first, I feel like [F]I've earned
At least something to [C7]go my [A]way by now but I'm not concerned
That it'll skip over me, it's just something that I've learned
I wanna keep pushing thru but each step is getting heavier
I wanna break the barrier that's leaving me inferior
But the glass house inside could collapse at any second
So I'm searching for [Dm7]a way to [C7]make sure some part is still protected
I've been searching my [A]heart
Going back to [C7]the start
But we've been here before
No
I told myself to [C7]be [Am]brave
For what lies in the way
I can't escape from the pain
No
Now I lay me down to [C7]sleep, I pray the Lord my [A]soul to [C7]keep
And if I die before I wake, I want you [A7all [Em]to [C7]celebrate
The great things that I left behind, and [Bm]don't you [A7mourn it will be [Am]fine
Someday we'll be [Am]together again, but maybe [Am]at a better time
One where I'm not hurting, I'm not coping, I'm not ɾestless
But one where I'm enjoying life and [Bm]nothing is against us
Seeing the world come together through a new perspective
That's something I wanna see can't you [A7just ɾespect it
I've finally let go of everything that's been keeping me here
There's nothing left to [C7]hold me down except the fear
Of leaving you [A7behind, the only thing on [C7]my [A]mind
I want you [A7to [C7]know it's not your fault, I wanna make it clear
That's it's something I had to [C7]go through all [Em]on [C7]my [A]own
Everything has shown me that this is somthing I've outgrown
Pero Con [C7]Mi Fe se que con [C7]este cambio hay ɾazón
Y ojalá el tiempo va acomodar mi corazón
I've been searching my [A]heart
Going back to [C7]the start
But we've been here before
No
I told myself to [C7]be [Am]brave
For what lies in the way
I can't escape from the pain
No
