Hypothermic Anvil

Death feels
Cold
Cold, like shivering, like desperate
Like shoveling snow off a walkway after it rained
Or pretending like nothing changed
Grief
Heavy, heavy like moving every
Thing they own into a truck then unloading it
Somewhere else
Heavy like [F]an empty house
Like helpless can't help yourself
Heavy heart weighs the whole body down
Death is deafening silence
But sounds like [F]glass shatter
Like branches shaking
Like stuttering
Your words when you're uncovering
You're hurt and [Bm]it sucks
Feels like [F]your veins popping out
From adrenaline
Feels like [F]sick
Without the medicine
Feels desperate for [Dm7]attention
But also wants to [C7]disappear
And never love again
Never love again
Like a bad break up
With a good friend
Holding in a secret fear
Like how are they not here, and [Bm]I am still here
Putting pain on [C7]pause
Pacing thought to [C7]thought/
Looking for [Dm7]what you [A7lost
But it's gone
I feel weird
If babies can learn to [C7]walk
If water can turn to [C7]ice
And wolves can turn to [C7]dogs
The least we can be [Am]is nice
To ourselves
People say I've got [Fm7]my [A]mothers eyes
If caterpillars turn to [C7]butterflies
And hurricanes to [C7]summer nights
Then maybe [Am]I don't need to [C7]die
Yet
Don't forget what you've lived with
A tiny shift
A gentle spark
Could save your life
When you [A7fall [Em]apart
When you [A7fall [Em]apart again
You will fall [Em]apart
Again