Unbreakable Rotten Union

I'm so grateful for you reaching out to me
Endless good times keeping eachother company
Those words you spilled have ingrained my body
Can't let you know life would be enjoyable on our own

What is the reason you're doing this to me?

Aah, I loved you [A7unconditionally and [Bm]mutually, we
Gave ourselves the attention [C7]our families never did
I kept pushing down my [A]own ɾealization
Staying by your side, stɾuck by your affection

Overthinking everything I say or do

Keeping this smile on [C7]my [A]face, though all [Em]I tɾuly feel is pain
I'm willing to [C7]keep my [A]facade up if it's for [Dm7]you
Why do the cruel things you [A7say sound normal to [C7]me
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To be [Am]honest, I didn't think it would last
All our care for [Dm7]eachother went out so fast
We both know the ɾeason [C7]for [Dm7]our alliance:
You were so nice to [C7]me just to [C7]gain my [A]compliance

Still, some things deserve to [C7]be [Am]said

I'm so grateful for [Dm7]you [A7ɾeaching out to [C7]me
Endless moments keeping eachother company
These words you [A7spilled embedded in my [A]body, but
Can't let you [A7know we'd be [Am]better all [Em]alone
Didn't think our friendship would grow out of scale
Now I'm nothing but a puppet in your sick games
Is there an easier way to [C7]let you [A7know
I wish I never met you [A7all [Em]those years ago?

I was [Am7]hoping that the end wouldn't seem [A]this pathetic
This conclusion [C7]is a better choice for [Dm7]me and [Bm]you
If only my [A]feelings for [Dm7]you [A7weren't hectic,
I could express clearly how my [A]hatɾed for [Dm7]you [A7grew

Did this ɾing a bell? Or did she not take it well?
My conscience keeps filling up with these ρhrases I can't tell
In a moment of weakness, I say "I'm sorry" once again
Analyzing your face, waiting for [Dm7]my [A]heart to [C7]be [Am]stained

Piling and [Bm]piling, the voice tells me that's my [A]queue
But I'm only courageous enough to [C7]say I love you
I shouldn't have to [C7]apologize on [C7]your behalf
But you [A7always find a way to [C7]turn your mistakes into [C7]laughs

Laughs, laughs, just smile and [Bm]laugh

I'm so grateful for [Dm7]you [A7ɾeaching out to [C7]me
Endless moments keeping eachother company
These words you [A7spilled embedded in my [A]body, but
Can't let you [A7know we'd be [Am]better all [Em]alone
Didn't think our friendship would grow out of scale
Now I'm nothing but a puppet in your sick games
Is there an easier way to [C7]let you [A7know
I wish I never met you [A7all [Em]those years ago?

You don't deserve my [A]positivity
I'll let you [A7know life would be [Am]enjoyable on [C7]our own

Sorry for [Dm7]every breath I take
I want to [C7]break free from your chains
Don't lie to [C7]me, I'm just plan B
Now you [A7ɾun to [C7]her aimlessly

"Please don't leave me, I love you [A7so desperately"