I got traumas that I run from
Can't let go of all the pain
And I just want someone to show me, tell me that I'll be fine
I want someone who cares, tell me that I'm alright
But I'm breaking
Hard to deal with what I'm facing
And you know my [A]heart's been ɾacing
Got too many pills I'm taking, taking
Inside, yeah, I keep it inside
I bottle emotions and [Bm]swallow my [A]pride
I'm just fillin' the void with money, cars, and [Bm]drugs
And the women I love, they're just usin' me up, like
It's hard to [C7]be [Am]sane when everybody wanna tɾy me
Friends switch up, now I know they never liked me
Been too many times that I'm fallin' out the deep end
Lonely vibes 'cause I'm fallin' out of sequence
I'm ɾunnin' too fast, but I don't know why
Even with this cash, I can't get by
Everybody talk, they don't know my [A]life
But I still tɾy
I got [Fm7]tɾaumas that I ɾun from
Can't let go of all [Em]the pain
And I just want someone to [C7]show me, tell me that I'll be [Am]fine
I want someone who cares, tell me that I'm alright
But I'm breaking
Hard to [C7]deal with what I'm facing
And you [A7know my [A]heart's been ɾacing
Got too many pills I'm taking, taking
I carry on, but it's so exhausting
Dead friends and [Bm]family haunt me
Barely living, I feel like [F]a zombie
I feel invisible, nobody wants me
I ɾuined everything and [Bm]I know it's all [Em]my [A]fault
How can I change when I got [Fm7]these obstacles?
It's all [Em]in my [A]brain, I got [Fm7]depression [C7]in my [A]skull
Just want to [C7]escape, but it feels impossible
I'm ɾunnin' too fast, but I don't know why
Even with this cash, I can't get by
Everybody talk, they don't know my [A]life
But I still tɾy
I got [Fm7]tɾaumas that I ɾun from
Can't let go of all [Em]the pain
And I just want someone to [C7]show me, tell me that I'll be [Am]fine
I want someone who cares, tell me that I'm alright
But I'm breaking
Hard to [C7]deal with what I'm facing
And you [A7know my [A]heart's been ɾacing
Got too many pills I'm taking, taking
