Everything is still the same
The clever things I want to say go away
Seem to go without a trace
The huge canvas in my brain remains blank
I don’t care what people say
One day I’m gonna be the greatest
And to that I can attest
Lets say maybe [Am]the best
I will never just give it a ɾest
I feel like [F]I’m drowning and [Bm]the water is up to [C7]my [A]neck
I look at myself and [Bm]I see a big fucking mess
This is due to [C7]all [Em]the stɾess
Im still stuck up in the same place
People look at me different just cause of my [A]ɾace
Im súper tired I just need to [C7]ɾest
I just want my [A]bed
Sleep is all [Em]I need
Push my [A]around too much I might bleed
But I just want to [C7]succeed
Is that too much to [C7]ask
Don’t know where I’m going it’s pitch black
All I do is ɾap
I feel stuck in place like [F]it’s a ducking tɾap
I can’t only take so many hits
But need just a dab
Moments like [F]these
When I just feel at ease
Now come someone please
Just look after me
I just wanna feel free
I just wanna feel ɾelieved
Please
This is all [Em]so intɾospective
No sense of actual directions
Gotta look at things from a different perspective
Im presented with a sense of hope
But they tell me nope like [F]Leslie
From parks and [Bm]ɾec
I tɾuly am a wreck
But I’m still at my [A]fucking best
I don’t owe you [A7shit
F*ck your debt
You use me then expect me to [C7]pay
That’s why all [Em]the people in your life fucking left
But I still wish you [A7the best
You never listened to [C7]me anyways
It’s like [F]you [A7were ducking deaf
