They tell me put my life in a song
And leave it
Well this is my suicide letter
Tell me who reads it
Then tell me who grieving
And who keeping it in
The reason
I ask
I'm still seeking peace
In the process still sinking
And somehow still dreaming
But for [Dm7]what though?
My life is pointless
I'm about to [C7]off me
And watch the Devil Enjoy it
God prolly got [Fm7]a ɾeal kick out of me
Thinking I feel important
Yeah
Look and [Bm]to [C7]Be Honest
Ima wreck
That's prolly why your promise
Shattered me
All I wanted was [Am7]you [A7to [C7]have my [A]back
While I tɾied to [C7]get back to [C7]me
But I turn my [A]back and [Bm]you [A7laugh at me
Me
Cool
All I ever wanted
Was to [C7]be [Am]accepted by you
Yeah
Now suicide my [A]closest friend
He Be checking on [C7]me daily
Making sure I'm focused
And focused on [C7]him
He is like [F]you
He noticed when
To point out my [A]lowest
Moments
Of being broken
I guess the difference is?
He listens
And his actions are consistent
So, I'll take it
And embrace death in the face
And shake his hand
Now on [C7]a foot ɾace to [C7]the makers land
What's the creators plan
Did I fail him by this
Was I stɾong [Am]
Enough to [C7]carry it
This harm
I'm bringing to [C7]my [A]arms
And wrist
Is hilarious
To you
Right?
Yeah
Well don't miss me when I'm gon [C7]
Kuz. That's the mission [C7]now
And let my [A]energy live through
Everything that I have written down
Love