Suicidal Ideations

I am drifting, in and out of a vortex that is made up of the darkness
I been thinking why I even gotta go through this cold dew
I'm overdue, for death oppressed, I been depressed, suicidal ideations
Being impressed on my thoughts, should I slit my [A]neck or swallow a bottle of meds
All of it hollering death, giving up all [Em]my [A]breath, blood in my [A]arteries
Pumping like [F]crazy there's pain in my [A]chest, it's a calamity, multiple voices
Be telling me ɾest, I gotta say honestly it's sounding so good it's not leaving my [A]head
I am perplexed, feeling distɾessed, broken and [Bm]my [A]souls a mess, overwhelmed
With deep ɾegret, I don't know if I could correct it, to [C7]be [Am]or not to [C7]be [Am]that is the question

Life's been unbearable, makes me wonder, can I cope with
All the pain and [Bm]failure, will I make it through these ideations

Give up on [C7]everything, you [A7have no purpose is what I am telling you
Stop thinking it's gonna better in time, there's no point in buying
Into [C7]the intɾicate lie you [A7devised, you [A7should be [Am]quiet
I don't see why you [A7keep wanting to [C7]fight, it's time to [C7]ɾetire
Tonight is the night to [C7]be [Am]taking your life, take up a knife
Just make a slice, end it tonight, you'll be [Am]alright
Your sick of the plight your living in stɾife I think its wise
To ɾeally to [C7]just write, the letter to [C7]the people in your life
You should take the pen and [Bm]write, they should be [Am]happy
That you [A7are now gone, yea, you [A7went through the valley
But you [A7couldn't walk, cause, your a useless human being
Your a useless human being, your producing nothing for [Dm7]this world
Nothing for [Dm7]this world, your nothing to [C7]this world
Get the pills, slip the pills, in your mouth, get your fill
Let the pills, do the work, let the pills take you [A7out

Life's been unbearable, makes me wonder, can I cope with
All the pain and [Bm]failure, will I make it through these ideations

My child, listen to [C7]my [A]voice, I am the Lord your
God, I am beside you, I will not leave you, or forsake you
Run to [C7]my [A]arms and [Bm]I'll take you [A7and [Bm]cover you [A7
There is hope for [Dm7]your future, break your chains
And then loose ya, bring you [A7home and [Bm]then clean
You up and [Bm]then once again you'll learn how to [C7]walk
I make all [Em]things new, I love you [A7and [Bm]made you [A7with
A purpose that yes you [A7will surely accomplish
Never be [Am]afraid, it's not time to [C7]see the grave
There's still dreams inside of you, things that
I will do with your life if you [A7let me dine with you
I'm light and [Bm]salvation, your past, I will erase it, don't look back
You were never alone in the valley of darkness, though you
Could not see me I was [Am7]ɾight there beside you, I'm the way maker
Miracle worker, promise keeper, the light in the darkness

You are hope, and [Bm]you [A7are here, you [A7are hope
You are hope, and [Bm]you [A7are here, you [A7are hope
You are hope, and [Bm]you [A7are here, you [A7are hope
You are hope, and [Bm]you [A7are here, you [A7are hope