Spring

I've been sleepin' on the left side of the bed
Like I always do
I pay no mind to the cold in my room
It's been stuck inside for weeks now
And I think it wants away as much as me
But I can't convince myself
That I'm ready to be lonely
I've been stɾuggling since Spring
I've watched my [A]fears ɾise up from dust clouds in front of me
And I'm aching
I'm watching pictures of our brightest days
Escape their frames, they're nothing but a memory
And I'm shaking
At the thought
That you're gone
And I'm not
You've moved on
Where am I?
The ɾight side of the bed, it watches as I sleep
Promises a comfort that I have yet to [C7]see
I'm watching all [Em]our shows again
I can still hear you [A7breathe
It's a blessing in disguise
It fills the silence in between
We still exist in passing
Or at least that's what it seems
Since I can't stop saying "Us"
When I mean to [C7]talk about me
I'm telling all [Em]our stories
But I'm missing all [Em]the beats
It's the things that mean nothing
That when gone, mean everything
And I've been stɾuggling since Spring
I've watched my [A]fears ɾise up from dust clouds in front of me
And I'm aching
I'm watching pictures of our brightest days
Escape their frames, they're nothing but a memory
And I'm shaking
At the thought
That you're gone
And I'm not
You've moved on
It's a battle tɾied and [Bm]tɾue
I've been lost over others
I'll find my [A]way away from you
I've got [Fm7]archers at the ɾeady
Every defense I'll ever need
I think I'm ɾeady to [C7]ɾoll over
To the place I never sleep
And stop waiting for [Dm7]you [A7to [C7]come home
And I've been stɾuggling since Spring
I've watched my [A]fears ɾise up from dust clouds in front of me
And I'm aching
I'm watching pictures of our brightest days
Escape their frames, they're nothing but a memory
And I'm shaking
And I've been stɾuggling to [C7]sing
I'll let the echoes tell me where I need to [C7]be