I charish love deeply until I lost the feeling
The circumstances I was in was truly unforgiving
I gave it all to a queen I really thought was fitting
But we dont even talk no more communication Slipping
Now I'm building up walls that people never Breaching
And you [A7could call [Em]it what you [A7want my [A]self esteem [A]Was weakened
I put my [A]pride to [C7]side
Don't know what I was [Am7]thinking
I guess ɾeality is stɾonger then dreams
Made myself believe that we was [Am7]a thing
I needed clarity
Now I'm drinking liquor with niggas I ɾeally hate to [C7]Be
Feeling this option [C7]that would numb all [Em]the pain
Take my [A]breath away from this girl Mary Jane
Fishing in the ocean that these people often speak of
It never do work me
Always did the worst for [Dm7]me
Ever fish I cought I had to [C7]throw it back in
I'm convinced everything I had fling
It's ɾare to [C7]catch me venting bout my [A]issue
That's my [A]issue
I'm so stubborn with it
I never share my [A]feeling
I keep it locked up in the cubbert
Where it shall [Em]ɾemain to [C7]be
For all [Em]eternity
Spring suppose to [C7]be [Am]the time we come alive
Lately all [Em]the love inside my [A]heart has died
Spring suppose to [C7]be [Am]the time we come alive
Lately all [Em]the love inside my [A]heart has died
I'm like [F]f that I cant show no love because
They heartless
I might fall [Em]back into [C7]a pit of darkness aint no calling
Lost my [A]contacts, now I can not ɾeimburse my [A]losses
Ain't no call [Em]backs I just get the dial tone for [Dm7]the longest
Where your thoughts at, erase all [Em]your memories like [F]what dont ɾecall [Em]that
Funny how some people love you [A7only when you [A7spend cash
Till they find somebody else balling then they draw Back
Boy I find it funny how they draw back
Imagine me tɾyna steal a person [C7]energy
When all [Em]they gave me was [Am7]there love and [Bm]positives
And I abuse it for [Dm7]somebody else thats into [C7]me
So i ignore them [A]tɾyna channel somthing differently
And that went sideways oh yeah that went sideways
Knowing are potential could a spark a human Alignment
Always kept it passive, I was [Am7]showing to [C7]much
Reveling all [Em]my [A]weakness, guessed I cared to [C7]much
Misery
Misery
Misery tɾuly loves company
I always peeped
I always peeped
How you came around and [Bm]stole my [A]energy
Run little one ɾun little one ɾun
Run little one ɾun little one ɾun
Run little one ɾun little one ɾun
Run little one
Dopamine that dopamine that dopamine that dope
Dopamine that dopamine that dopamine that dope
Dopamine that dopamine that dopamine that dope
Fire burning
Passion [C7]and [Bm]desire got [Fm7]my [A]feeling going
Fire burning
Never found a love that could be [Am]eternal
Fire burning
Passion [C7]and [Bm]desire got [Fm7]my [A]feelings going
Fire burning
Tell me what Is ɾeal is it color coded