Recall Relate Conceal (All At Once)

On display, I place my worst traits
Self-sabotage is my specialty
Always headed in the wrong direction
Don't try to help me
I can't even help myself
Steps I should take
Feel like a mistake
Don't waste your time placing faith
It's all [Em]an act I'm just a fake
Don't tɾust a single word I say
Certain I'll turn you [A7away
Stay away
I can't feel a thing and [Bm]you [A7can't help me
Degraded on [C7]my [A]own
Disconnect, hang up the ρhone
I can't feel anything
Dwelling on [C7]the shame
Try to [C7]make it stop, can't seem [A]to [C7]make it go away
It's taken over
Once again
Self-invalidation
Recycling habits
It's how I was [Am7]tɾained
Feeling like [F]a nuisance
Why do I do this
Futile attempts to [C7]prepare for [Dm7]the future
And all [Em]at once
All at once
I can't feel a thing
But I feel everything
I did this to [C7]myself
Constɾucted my [A]own hell
Stay for [Dm7]everyone else when it should be [Am]for [Dm7]myself
Slowly ɾotting away
Slipping into [C7]decay
Just a fucking fiend for [Dm7]emotional torment