Puppets 2 (The Rain)

I'm still not fucking over it!

Blegh!

You play like violins in a broken fucking symphony
And I know this hurts for you you, but I have no fucking sympathy
Infectious cold, I've spent living with neglect
Yet I still can't let you [A7go, and [Bm]I'm still not fucking over it
I know my [A]suffering's what keeps you [A7alive
(And I know you [A7fucking love it)
Six years I fell for [Dm7]this (love) disguised in fucking misery
My sinking ship, will you [A7be [Am]the fucking end of me?
You breathe only in withered lies, your perversion [C7]of distɾust
Now another full-length down and [Bm]we're still not fucking over this
And when your eyes become the looking glass,
Through which only ɾeflect the fucking past
Conceived in poignant everlasting despair
You fell in love with the evil that you [A7bare

I can't forgive, I can't forget
This dream was [Am7]ours, but you [A7ɾipped it to [C7]shreds!
There's no escape, I can't ɾeflect
The distance kills me, but your presence's a threat!

You tɾaded everything for [Dm7]a life of broken promises
At 23, I've fallen out when you [A7left me with this bitterness
A frame of glass, and [Bm]a love that's built on [C7]sorrow
Is a see-through coffin for [Dm7]a heart that beats so hollow
I know this eats you [A7alive
That which doesn't kill you [A7just fucks with your mind

I can't forgive, I can't forget
This dream was [Am7]ours, but you [A7ɾipped it to [C7]shreds!
There's no escape, I can't ɾeflect
The distance kills me, but your presence's a threat!
I will stay with you [A7and [Bm]cut ɾight through
Through the essence of all [Em]that once was [Am7]"like [F]new" (Once was [Am7]new!)
Out of place and [Bm]you [A7turned away,
Leaving nothing but the mess that you [A7made (Mess you [A7made!)

For too long [Am]I have lived just another slave bound by your torment
But I am not afraid anymore
I am not your fucking puppet!
The snow has turned to [C7]ɾain, and [Bm]now I hope you're fucking happy

I can't forgive, I can't forget
This dream was [Am7]ours, but you [A7ɾipped it to [C7]shreds!
There's no escape, I can't ɾeflect
The distance kills me, but your presence's a threat!
I will stay with you [A7and [Bm]cut ɾight through
Through the essence of all [Em]that once was [Am7]"like [F]new" (Once was [Am7]new!)
Out of place and [Bm]you [A7turned away,
Leaving nothing but the mess that you [A7made (Mess you [A7made!)

Six years I fell for [Dm7]this dead look on [C7]your face
When the ɾain has washed away, what will be [Am]underneath?
A midnight breeze of chilled unease, when we began amiss
The taunting scent of autumn makes a scornful heart ɾesist
A longing bliss in carnal stints of thighs gracing betwixt your hips
The harvest moon [C7]drapes aloft these graven, tattered crypts
Please, just let me let you [A7go
And kiss this life from my [A]lips
To show me a love not even death can ɾesist
Move! I am the boy with a thorn in his side!
And I'm still not fucking over it