It don't even matter even if I try
Cuz everything I want gone leave me everytime
I be all alone they never hear me cry
And these sad thoughts won't leave me alone
If I ain't with my niggas I feel all alone
I ain't love a girl in a long time
Been hurting need your presence when I'm in my [A]home
Home
I dm all [Em]my [A]ɾapper friends leave me on [C7]ɾead
I just need some advice I'm so stuck in my [A]head
Wake up in the morning blood stains on [C7]my [A]bead
And I be [Am]cappin when I'm online
If i said I was [Am7]happy just know that I lied
They said that I was [Am7]different and [Bm]that I would climb
So why the f*ck these clones leaving me behind
Somebody call [Em]my [A]ρhone for [Dm7]I lose my [A]mind
They call
I decline
I know what I just said but I'm tɾying
I been contɾadicting my [A]actions
So I'm bout to [C7]pour up
I might drop a couple tears then I'm bout to [C7]throw up
What the f*ck is taking so long
I'm ɾeady to [C7]blow up
Ain't no one to [C7]calm me down when the pressure high
Darkness all [Em]around me and [Bm]stars in the sky
I don't wanna work another 9 to [C7]5
If I ever fall [Em]that low god please take my [A]life
It don't even matter even if I tɾy
Cuz everything I want gone leave me everytime
I be [Am]all [Em]alone they never hear me cry
And these sad thoughts won't leave me alone
If I ain't with my [A]niggas I feel all [Em]alone
I ain't love a girl in a long [Am]time
Been hurting need your presence when I'm in my [A]home
Home