Only One Of You

Gripped by this sentence
wish everytime i kissed that I meant it
Tears falling like this rain on my terrace
Birthdays ain’t same with the errors
Phased by these mirrors
Looking at myself all I see is a stranger
High tides got me closer to [C7]danger
Drown in my [A]thoughts and [Bm]this jäger
Bombs in my [A]songs will stay up
Sinking in a spiral of a solitude
Trapped in cycle I’m on [C7]the move
But I Gonna lose
What’s it prove
Prayers for [Dm7]a sinner that ain’t nothing new
But it’s tɾue
Lies in my [A]habitat
Habitual lies in fact
I’m frightened that I might collapse
Frightened that I’m like [F]my [A]dad

Frightened I’m like [F]my [A]mum
No contɾol in my [A]highs and [Bm]slumps
I wonder if I felt the worst
I wanna hold the hand
s that held me first
I wanna hide sometimes
Climb the mines
Face to [C7]face with the kindest eyes
All this grace I was [Am7]blinded by
So many side effects of hiding it
Finding the silencing
I ɾeally can’t hear at all
Cracks in the wall [Em]widening
But that’s how the light gets in

I know it’s ɾaining outside yeah
But the sun shines on [C7]my [A]soul
I don’t know if it’s time yet
But if it’s time I should let go
And when I feel like [F]I’ve got [Fm7]less to [C7]give than prove
I hear a voice of God in
side my [A]chest
There’s only one
There’s only one of you