November Eighteenth

They always said it wouldn't be easy
I just didn't understand what they meant
Until it was my turn

And on that day my mind was thinking over and over again
They'll never love you again
They'll never see you the same again
Just go ahead and [Bm]take the next way out
They're better off if they're ɾid of you

I'm feeling sort of lost in the way
I was [Am7]almost a memory
I'll never forgot [Fm7]that day
November eighteenth

My mind sort of stuck in a tɾance
At 3:18 in the mornin
Feel like [F]I'm loosing this fight

My mind was [Am7]made up
I had no time to [C7]pray
But I did it anyway
Part of me wanted to [C7]say goodbye
But the other part was [Am7]ɾeady to [C7]fight

So many thoughts
And so much confusion
And the thing that saved me in the end
Was to [C7]say damn it I'm gay
And I ɾeally cannot fade away anymore

I'm feeling sort of lost in the way
I was [Am7]almost a memory
I'll never forgot [Fm7]that day
November eighteenth