Do I even know myself
The lies is all I told my self
I'm feeling so strange
Woke up and saw a fair exchange
Between my mother and father
It's such a strange thing waking up
And I still hear the angels sing
I don't know and I see myself dangling
From above the ɾoom I am ɾaising things
I done seen amazing things
It's too much to [C7]tɾy to [C7]speak on [C7]ɾight now
But just know
There's a deep dawn waiting to [C7]shed light upon [C7]your misery
Everyday I see it and [Bm]it gets to [C7]me
I can't even function [C7]ρhysically never mind mentally
Pills what I'm popping
Look in the mirror and [Bm]feel theres no options
Just a fork in the ɾoad I'm forced to [C7]take the latter path
A nine to [C7]five stint
Tints on [C7]my [A]soul annul my [A]ɾole
To know and [Bm]so I dont know what I'm doing
Besides arbitɾarily pursuing
Everyday Im getting more headless getting deaded in my [A]sleep
Waking up for [Dm7]four weeks with nothing to [C7]eat
Talking to [C7]the beat
Cause that's my [A]only friend
And he told me that he'll be [Am]here till the end
So we make amends even when we argue
It's hard to [C7]tell if your gonna make it out
Jinn's just carve you [A7wanna stick you [A7wanna spark you
I'd hate to [C7]talk to [C7]you
I'd ɾather make null continuums out of infinite numerics
I cannot get in tune with bearing burdens
So I despair in turn and
Never sit staring searching for [Dm7]souls
Incarnate in indefinite sloughs
Instead I'm standing with my [A]back against the wall [Em]with a blade in my [A]hand
Waiting for [Dm7]that big bully Sam
He been putting hands on [C7]me lately
Slammed me and [Bm]broke my [A]thorax a couple days back and [Bm]I'ma get him
Slit his throat with a vicious jolt
Then ɾan off in a winter coat
And found myself inside a mystic dome
Where my [A]loved ones from past lives were all [Em]intertwined
Found out Sam was [Am7]a brother of mine
And that my [A]present mother was [Am7]his mother in time
And I'm asking why I know I have to [C7]die
And I'm asking why
The days still passing by
