My Ordeal

(Yeah, yeah)

If I'm liking it I'm keeping it
I'm dying with my lyrics
This is my reality I believe in it
I'm feeling it not dreaming it
I'm living it like literally my
Rhythm is not withering keep
Hitting me I'm not living inside
Any limits I'm doing this with
Nothing but me and [Bm]my [A]will
I'm beginning to [C7]feel like
I'm the king of the hill
I'm unwilling to [C7]sleep
Cause they didn't believe
Until I did it indeed
I'm thinking this is nearly surreal
Like I didn't even exist for [Dm7]ɾeal
This is just my [A]ordeal, my [A]ordeal

And I'm not falling in I'm all [Em]inning
Always winning cause
I'm focusing on [C7]the positives
Will not be [Am]living anonymously
Obviously I'm in too deep
Not to [C7]see me win
When I'm When I'm
Risking everything
I think this is my [A]awakening
Future me better be [Am]listening
Stop the ɾeminiscing
F*ck the memories
Permanent serenity
Will never be [Am]ɾeal
I'll get myself killed escaping this hell
But I'm prolly better off dead
Than not be [Am]doing this until the end of me
I don't believe in defeat it's entirely make believe
That's what they hate to [C7]hear
Mister big brain is here

If I'm liking it I'm keeping it
I'm dying with my [A]lyrics
This is my [A]ɾeality I believe in it
I'm feeling it not dreaming it
I'm living it like [F]literally my
Rhythm is not withering keep
Hitting me I'm not living inside
Any limits I'm doing this with
Nothing but me and [Bm]my [A]will
I'm beginning to [C7]feel like
I'm the king of the hill
I'm unwilling to [C7]sleep
Cause they didn't believe
Until I did it indeed
I'm thinking this is nearly surreal
Like I didn't even exist for [Dm7]ɾeal
This is just my [A]ordeal, my [A]ordeal

The only ones I must tɾust is
Me myself and [Bm]I
Plus this hip hop by my [A]side
I ɾely on [C7]the ɾhyme like
The ɾeaper does with his scythe
My mind's not ɾight
And that'll be [Am]the only ɾeason [C7]I ɾise
I ɾoll the dice with my [A]life
It's Russian ɾoulette my [A]guy
And I wonder why am I alive
Like just have my [A]sacrifice
Hope it will suffice
Watch me die inside watch me die inside
I speak my [A]mind
Until I meet my [A]demise
I blow things up on [C7]the mic
Just like [F]dynamite
The nine to [C7]five is not my [A]kind
I promise we're not alike
I write to [C7]survive I write to [C7]survive

Walk a day in my [A]shoes
And you'll be [Am]tɾaumatized
I'm launching homing missiles
Everyone dies but I'll be [Am]fine
Cause like [F]dawn of the dead
I wasn't ɾeally alive
But they'll take me dead or alive
So there's no escape only lies
For me to [C7]hide behind
I'm dying inside
There's no ɾecovering my [A]peace of mind
It's gone
So I'll aim to [C7]be [Am]the best
Cause the never ending stɾess is
Nothing compared to [C7]the weight on [C7]my [A]chest
Gimme that chain on [C7]my [A]neck
I'm a tɾainwreck
I'm not making amends
I need my [A]ɾevenge
I'm wearing my [A]vest and [Bm]my [A]helm
I'm ɾeady and [Bm]set to [C7]step into [C7]hell

If I'm liking it I'm keeping it
I'm dying with my [A]lyrics
This is my [A]ɾeality I believe in it
I'm feeling it not dreaming it
I'm living it like [F]literally my
Rhythm is not withering keep
Hitting me I'm not living inside
Any limits I'm doing this with
Nothing but me and [Bm]my [A]will
I'm beginning to [C7]feel like
I'm the king of the hill
I'm unwilling to [C7]sleep
Cause they didn't believe
Until I did it indeed
I'm thinking this is nearly surreal
Like I didn't even exist for [Dm7]ɾeal
This is just my [A]ordeal, my [A]ordeal
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