More Than I Deserve

Do I still make you happy?
Am I still a good friend to you?
Why am I asking questions
I already know the answer to?
You're always there beside me
But I only end up wanting more
I wouldn't say I love you
If I thought that I could let you [A7go

You help me through my [A]tɾials in spite of my [A]selfish ways
But still, I always find I yearn for [Dm7]those better days

You're always busy working
I've got [Fm7]nothing but time to [C7]kill
You've got [Fm7]your life together
And I don't know if I ever will
Time and [Bm]again I've fallen
In a void of insecurity
How can I say I love you
With a heart so full of jealousy?

I shared your stɾuggles knowing you [A7would do the same
But I can't burden you [A7with all [Em]my [A]guilt and [Bm]shame

You always told me I was [Am7]more than you [A7deserved
Why can't I let you [A7be [Am]more than I deserve

I know you'd understand [Bm]me
When I tell you [A7that my [A]world is gray
That never was [Am7]the issue
Just my [A]pride keeps getting in the way
I know you'd never tell me
The ɾeality we know is tɾue
Each failure makes it clearer
I was [Am7]never good enough for [Dm7]you

You shouldn't have to [C7]suffer my [A]insanity
Just like [F]you [A7told me, "it's not you, it's only me"

You always told me I was [Am7]more than you [A7deserved
I ɾeached out to [C7]you [A7like [F]I knew you [A7would in turn
I was [Am7]your ɾock but now the tables all [Em]have turned
Why can't I let you [A7be [Am]more than I deserve