Lying To Myself

First of all, I miss you
And secondly, I never want to see your face again
I get that it makes no sense
Oh but I've been trying to forget that I remember you exist
I'm just exhausted cuz you said you needed me
And I took that way too seriously
So forgive me for [Dm7]saying I'm sorry
I don't need nobody, except maybe [Am]you
Is it tɾue love if I don't love anyone else?
Maybe [Am]it's time that I stop lying to [C7]myself
I'll make another playlist
With words I'd say directly to [C7]your face if I was [Am7]brave enough
But instead I will give it a title that matches yours
Then listen with my [A]headρhones in
And wonder what I'm crying for
I'm just exhausted cuz you [A7said you [A7needed me
And I took that way too seriously
So forgive me for [Dm7]saying I'm sorry
I don't need nobody, except maybe [Am]you
Is it tɾue love if I don't love anyone else?
Maybe [Am]it's time that I stop lying to [C7]myself
Circle back to [C7]the topic of how you [A7seem [A]to [C7]move on
Cuz I've been acting psychotic
Been talking to [C7]people who've been long [Am]gone
I'm not even talking to [C7]you, I'm talking to [C7]myself
Cuz I'm afraid of you
I'm afraid of the tɾuth
So forgive me for [Dm7]saying I'm sorry
I don't need nobody, except maybe [Am]you
Is it tɾue love if I don't love anyone else?
Maybe [Am]it's time that I stop lying to [C7]myself