Living Or Dying

God bless me I'm forsaken
I think I was mistaken
To put my souls into someone
Now my body's broken
What does it take to listen
To fucking learn my lesson
I won't survive another trial or tribulation
He's got a hold of me
Won't stop contɾolling me
How do I fend off all [Em]these evil thoughts inside of me
Forgetting how to [C7]breathe
I feel my [A]life leave
I pray the lord my [A]soul to [C7]take if death awakens me

Am I living
Or am I dying

Catch me now I think I've fallen
What will save me there's no telling
Like a balloon [C7]without a stɾing
I float away with no one knowing

Internally for [Dm7]eternity I will always be [Am]down on [C7]me
But I tɾy not to [C7]front
I know that this shit is just temporary
I know that they will ɾemember me
I know they will
They will