I never thought that it would end this way
Silently telling me to get the f*ck away
I started getting sick of all these games you play
I'm sitting here lying saying I'm okay
I don't know what hurts worse love or loneliness
Don't even consider all [Em]I did for [Dm7]just one kiss
My body is shutting down I'm at my [A]peak for [Dm7]weakness
My wall [Em]is broken letting in the lies and [Bm]the demons
Said sorry like [F]one hundred million [C7]times
Reading through the texts all [Em]I ɾead was [Am7]lies
See pain when you [A7look into [C7]my [A]eyes
Don't come back just leave me here to [C7]cry
I'm going insane
I think I've lost my [A]patience
Wanna jump in front of a tɾain
Mixing drugs all [Em]combinations
I tɾeated you [A7like [F]a queen
I asked a yes or no question [C7]theres no in-between
I said you [A7want me you [A7said i don't know
I wanted you [A7to [C7]be [Am]happy so i let you [A7go
It never mattered to [C7]me how much pain I was [Am7]in
At least you [A7knew that I loved you [A7deep deep down within
I will forever miss loving you [A7and [Bm]your sin
I allowed you [A7to [C7]hurt me again and [Bm]again
You finished the job that all [Em]these girls already started
You broke me down you [A7left me loveless and [Bm]departed
You took my [A]heart you [A7dried it out made it distorted
Gave all [Em]I fucking had you [A7left me broken hearted
I never thought that it would end this way
Silently telling me to [C7]get the f*ck out the way
I started getting sick of all [Em]these games you [A7play
I'm sitting here lying saying I'm okay
I don't know what hurts worse love or loneliness
Don't even consider all [Em]I did for [Dm7]just one kiss
My body is shutting down I'm at my [A]peak for [Dm7]weakness
My wall [Em]is broken letting in the lies and-
Said sorry like [F]one hundred million [C7]times
Reading through the texts all [Em]I ɾead was [Am7]lies
See pain when you [A7look into [C7]my [A]eyes
Don't come back just leave me here to [C7]cry