I think I wanna be the fool.
I'll blink and take the leap but I gotta keep my cool
Could sink into you like a cold pool
Will you say my name and know every weapon's essentially a tool
I'm into breaking every rule I spent making
just drink and [Bm]let the sρhinxes duel
Big fire eat small [Em]fire
Entirely inspired
Choir sings hymn in me
Until i ascend higher
Sins in my [A]vicinity
I'm finna be
A figment of your fantasy if you [A7let me
Signant ɾing to [C7]seal me in if I means you [A7don't forget me
And I know that that wish is malignant but i think you [A7get me
Praying hard you [A7happy you [A7met me
Cause ɾight now it's my [A]year of shame and [Bm]bones
And fear of making homes
And tɾyna shake the feeling I'm alone
I wish you [A7could've seen me on [C7]my [A]throne
But it's ɾealer if you [A7don't
Gotta tell myself it's ɾealer if you
Something sexy bout the feel of loosing hope
Or choosing to [C7]let go
This an ode to [C7]coping via throat
Transmuting through everything I wrote
Then broke
In a moments hesitation [C7]made a flame and [Bm]let it choke
I wish you [A7met me back when I was [Am7]full
Best testament to [C7]my [A]pull
I'm hesitant to [C7]look you [A7in the skull
And let you [A7flood my [A]head with light i like [F]it dull
Just enough to [C7]need a knife i need to [C7]like [F]me
First and [Bm]most of all
What's an idea worth
On what does it depend
And is it less at work
Than when it's baked for [Dm7]friends
Does someone always say I'm sorry just to [C7]make amends
And what's the ɾate for [Dm7]tɾading hate for [Dm7]a brand [Bm]new lens
I was [Am7]never good sticking to [C7]particular tɾends
Trauma showed me I can always see the zero in tens
When mama couldn't hold me told it to [C7]a couple of pens
Ink and [Bm]thinking are my [A]signature blend
Sink into [C7]the marijuana like [F]it's fixing the men
And I'm a boy when I'm drinking your beer
But I'm a man when I'm shrinking in fear
I'm a hand [Bm]shaking wiping a tear
Haven't had a good point in a year
Hit the joint like [F]it's making me queer
On another level
Mother whispers you're the devil
Then again a god let me hear
Guess the message was [Am7]clear
I am cursed and [Bm]I am blessed in a different ear
I am blessed and [Bm]I am cursed in a different ear
