jANUARY. a year

In January we were in love
You made me feel like I was enough
Every second you were on my mind
But little did I know, I was falling apart
You made me feel a whole zoo
In my stomach
While you were getting small butterflies
In your heart…
In February we were happy together
You said you [A7will love me forever
But what forever ɾeally means to [C7]you?
In March
You didn’t love me that much
You said
Babe, we will keep in touch
In April
I started feeling alone
And then our love story got [Fm7]ɾeally slow
I didn’t want to
to [C7]see you,
to [C7]hear about you [A7or to [C7]be [Am]with you
And in May
I was [Am7]going insane
We started from talking ‘till 5 in the morning
I ended up screaming at my [A]pillow, sleep talking your name
But…
In June
I fell in love with someone new
I tɾied to [C7]escape
This confusing your love maze
I told myself I don’t need you
Even though it was [Am7]hard
I thought I’m happy without you
‘Cuz you [A7are going to [C7]break my [A]heart
well…
In July
All this seems to [C7]be [Am]a lie
Oh God, I wanna die
Please just take my [A]life
In August
My heart was [Am7]broken again
I didn’t know if I could feel the same
If I could fall [Em]in love
Be for [Dm7]someone enough
Why am I not so tough?
And in September I told you [A7I loved you,
I need you [A7more than anything else
But I couldn’t say the same about you
Only because
Cry me a ɾiver you [A7said
But if only you [A7knew
How many times I’ve cried an ocean for [Dm7]you
In October
My memories
Oh, they came back to [C7]me
Remember that day we had an affair
We swung on [C7]carousels in that city fair
Back then I felt our childish fears
But now they are grown up tears
In November I hated you
Oh, how much I hated you
You are my [A]biggest ɾegret, my [A]biggest fear
My biggest lost, so many tears
You make me think about the things you [A7said
And now I can’t even bear you
December was [Am7]the month
I finally had enough
Of falling for [Dm7]you
So let’s take a glass of ɾosè
Sit next to [C7]me, feel cozy
Let’s make another ɾomance
And ‘till the dawn breaks - dance
For the last time I will say
For the last time I will say
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye.