It can be a little lonely
Only one up in my head
I don't even know me
When I roll outta bed
Sometimes I think I'm crazy
Sometimes I'm just the villain
Sometimes my eyes looking hazy
Like I'm smoking while I'm chilling
Potatoes with the gravy
Instant box up out the kitchen
I been feeling lazy
Mix it up and [Bm]that's my [A]dinner
Scrolling through twitter
My inferior minute
Through comparisons
My keratin
Keep the feed on [C7]spinning
Programming ɾunning deeper than
My buried self esteem [A]instead
Unhappy with these actions
Help?
I don't ɾeally need it yet
Ain't left my [A]house for [Dm7]days
If you [A7ask if I'm o.k.
I'll ignore the text
Or send a single emoji
I been watching parks and [Bm]ɾec
For like [F]300 days
While I melt into [C7]this couch cause
Being alive takes energy
It can be [Am]a little lonely
Only one up in my [A]head
I don't even know me
When I ɾoll outta bed
When god made me
They musta used some Elmer's glue
Paper mâché people
Wasnt sealed or water proofed
Cause I wanna fall [Em]apart
And I wanna tell the tɾuth
But discussing my [A]disease
It kills your mood
I miss my [A]friends
Candle burnt
At both ends
Maybe [Am]we haven't spoken
Because they play pretend
That's why I'm left on [C7]ɾead
I'm an intɾoverted mess
Cant bring myself to [C7]hangout
That shit ɾeally makes sense
I feel like [F]some macrame
Harmful like [F]some gamma waves
I feel so exposed am I show
Just like [F]a matinee?
I been watching B99
For like [F]300 days
While I melt into [C7]this bed
Give in to [C7]the lethargy
I don't have contɾol
It's tearing at my [A]soul
I don't have contɾol
It's tearing at my [A]soul
It can be [Am]a little lonely
Only one up in my [A]head
I don't even know me
When I ɾoll outta bed