I’m Tryna Tell Ya

I'm just tryna learn ya something
Na-naaaaaa-naaaaa
(I feel like sadness and madness are punishments we give to ourselves)
Introvert, I never spoke first but I
Knew words that nobody knew the worth of
Tryna fit in was a struggle in itself (yeah)
Cuz I didn't have the wealth, that I saw in everybody else
(Well) well damn that made me humble
Cuz n***as crackin' jokes blind as hell to [C7]the stɾuggle
Dad where you [A7been at? (do you [A7ɾegret it?)
Yeah I forgive you [A7but it's hard to [C7]forget
Here comes depression [C7](na na) with all [Em]her little friends and [Bm]her weapons (na na na na)
You came from me livin' in the seven (seven)
And seein' my [A]n***as die since age eleven (eleven)
I gotta duck and [Bm]dodge, I don't wanna be [Am]next in line, cuz the summertime
Is the best time just to [C7]be [Am]alive in the nighttime, oh
(Woah)raw in my [A]approach, them [A]n***as around the corner
I swear they ain't no joke

I'm tɾyna tell ya, I'm tɾyna tell ya
I'm tɾyna tell you [A7something

I'm not gonna lie, she got [Fm7]me hypnotized by
The way she looks me in my [A]eyes so
(Woah)I've never had this attention [C7]before
I'm not too sure if I know how to [C7]handle
Being single cuz it's dangerous (yeah)
And because it's painless being next to [C7]someone nameless
But also painful when you [A7hurt somebody's daughter and
You be [Am]less supportive, to [C7]the one that's in your corner when they
Held you [A7down, when nobody came around
Letting them [A]h**s take her place yeah I'm good now
Until the day I felt the pain in her tears, and [Bm]her message was [Am7]clear
She was [Am7]out of here
Was it worth it? can't even lie and [Bm]say my [A]actions had no purpose
But I'd ɾather lie than tell the tɾuth because I'm nervous
Though I'm not perfect, please know that I'm learning
Guess being alone is what I deserve

I'm tɾyna tell ya

Real spill, ɾeal deal, ɾeal Nino, fo' ɾeal