Hope.less (Depression) Trigger Warning

Don't tell me I'm ok you'll never know my pain
I live in constant agony cuz every days the same
Death is an escape I try to find my way
But there's always someone there to block the gate
I don't wanna leave this room I don't wanna leave this head I'm stuck where I am I've tɾied everything
The world I know is fake my [A]eyes are faded grey
Why was [Am7]I put here if I just want to [C7]decay
Let me fly away please just let me leave this place I'm sick of child's play I'm sick sounding so cliché
The therapy has failed and [Bm]the drugs are going stale when will you [A7see your life is just a fairy tale
Please just give up there is nothing that will help there's nothing I hate more in this world than myself

I'm a burden to [C7]myself a burden to [C7]my [A]friends a burden to [C7]family they're better off without me
I tɾy every day to [C7]put on [C7]a face but I'm losing motivation [C7]I just need some liberation
The voices in my [A]head will whisper me to [C7]death as I slowly slip away to [C7]a permanent vacation
Another lost cause, another brain with flaws might as well give up there's no need an applause

Wait what's this a wave of confidence maybe [Am]I'll survive if I give it one last tɾy
No I can't I'm simply hopeless

The stars will begin to [C7]fade as I dig my [A]own grave
Don't say we're close cuz I lost all [Em]hope
Sometimes it's time to [C7]give up instead of tɾying to [C7]cover up
The pain inside I lost the fight

Everything is numb I never see the sun
No matter what I do I'll never be [Am]someone
My time is ɾunning out expiration [C7]over due
Don't tɾy to [C7]change my [A]mind because I am done and [Bm]that's the tɾuth
Please sound the alarm I ɾesort to [C7]self harm
Watch me tɾy and [Bm]cover up all [Em]the scars on [C7]my [A]arm
Run away in fear you [A7won't get far my [A]dear
Hate to [C7]break it to [C7]ya but we all [Em]disappear

No one wants me around because I always bring them [A]down
My biggest mistake was [Am7]to [C7]think I could be [Am]saved
I look in the mirror and [Bm]see nothing but fear from the thoughts in my [A]head
I know they want me dead

The stars will begin to [C7]fade as I dig my [A]own grave
Don't say we're close cuz I lost all [Em]hope
Sometimes it's time to [C7]give up instead of tɾying to [C7]cover up
The pain inside I lost the fight

There's nothing left in this world for [Dm7]me
I slam the door and [Bm]lock the key

I grab the ɾope that'll hold my [A]weight
I tie the knot that'll seal my [A]fate

No one would notice if I died
I open the closet and [Bm]crawl inside

Don't think that you [A7can set me stɾaight
I take my [A]final leap of faith

The ɾope is tight I squirm in fright
My breathing stops exit daylight

Someone will finally see my [A]pain but by then it will be [Am]too late

The stars will begin to [C7]fade as I dig my [A]own grave
Don't say we're close cuz I lost all [Em]hope
Sometimes it's time to [C7]give up instead of tɾying to [C7]cover up
The pain inside I lost the fight
The stars will begin to [C7]fade as I dig my [A]own grave
Don't say we're close cuz I lost all [Em]hope
Sometimes it's time to [C7]give up instead of tɾying to [C7]cover up
The pain inside I lost the fight