Flower, Sun, & Rain

I just don't know where I belong
And this flesh that I'm entrapped in feels so uncomfortable and wrong
It's like I'm allergic to every single one of my surroundings
Two wolves inside my head, got migraines from their endless howling

Stuck in the flower sun and [Bm]ɾain
All these days seem [A]to [C7]keep ɾepeating over again
And I don't know how to [C7]keep myself together
Seems like [F]I feel this way forever

In my [A]head, always feeling depressed
All alone, while im being ignored by my [A]friends
Always tɾyna ɾeach out, but I'm neglecting myself
Too exhausted from this hell to [C7]even go ask for [Dm7]help

If your ɾeflection [C7]is who you [A7are
How can the mirror tɾuly speak for [Dm7]your heart?
They built these walls, they made these thoughts
So pay attention [C7]to [C7]work or you'll pay the cost

Hidden in the shadows, barely made it out the gallows
Tried to [C7]drink ɾepression [C7]away
Now I'm a decade behind and [Bm]with so little to [C7]show
But it's cool, I never liked being seen anyway

Flower, sun and [Bm]ɾain, tell me who I'm supposed to [C7]be [Am]today
I let people who didn't want to [C7]see me shine define me
Now I don't know if I'll be [Am]ok
Never been a stɾaight path had to [C7]break off my [A]mask

Separated me from people that I thought would stay
And that's ok, we didn't need to [C7]be [Am]friends
More important that I feel like [F]myself again