I'm having trouble finding the path
I think its cause you've been messing with me in your wrath
Don't think I can drive while I'm behind your dash
Board of all the shit you give me
Baby it's just so sickening
Yes you I love the things that I hate
That's why in the mirror I said that I love you
Be cranking up emotions my [A]pops can't create
Then unleashing some heat call [Em]me jack in the box boo
I don't know what to [C7]believe
You saying that I should leave
You wanna tell me your grief
I never knew you [A7could heave
Blame all [Em]your fuckups on [C7]me
You should pop a cold xan
Take a chill pill
Cause you [A7hot damn
But we're going downhill
I put our love in better hands
Goodwill
So I could lose all [Em]of our baggage on [C7]the tɾeadmill
You told me you [A7don't care much what I have to [C7]say
You're blending in with other exes I'm in disarray
You told me you [A7don't care much what I have to [C7]say
And yet you [A7expected me to [C7]call [Em]you [A7my [A]fiancé
I spent the fourth of July writing music
Dropped a beat first don't follow the ɾubric
Mom and [Bm]dad said my [A]dreams seem [A]lucid
Save the world feeling blue champion's tunic
New shit I've been filling a void
Rewriting verses in September, got [Fm7]me feeling annoyed
Friends got [Fm7]me working hard like [F]I've been unemployed
Recording and [Bm]dance studios kept up my [A]joy
I'm so sorry so sorry apologies ain't enough
But I love cotton [C7]candy colors sky blue with the puff
Like I'm jiggling and [Bm]grooving never wanna be [Am]cuffed
I'm only 15 wondering if I'm enough
I'm pondering my [A]state if I'll make it out alive
Do you [A7drive got [Fm7]a permit? nah I've been writing these 5
Songs sharing all [Em]my [A]grace since nobody shed theirs
Shed tears for [Dm7]my [A]homies with no parent and [Bm]no heirs
You told me you [A7don't care much what I have to [C7]say
You're blending in with other exes I'm in disarray
You told me you [A7don't care much what I have to [C7]say
And yet you [A7expected me to [C7]call [Em]you [A7my [A]fiancé,
Fiancé
