Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I will fear no evil, for you are wit me
Your rod and your staff, they comfort me
I honestly grow insecure as I get older
'Cause even when you hot there comes a day when you get colder
Comes a day when you [A7slower, time is taking its toll
45 On the back of the jersey upon [C7]your soul
I'm scared of letting go, I don't know what the future holds
My nightmares are having nightmares
I'm quite scared of what's ɾight and [Bm]fair
How I fear an eternity
Will I hear well done when he's turning me?
Will I hear you [A7care too much about all [Em]this stuff that ɾeally don't matter?
You chase the wind and [Bm]you [A7don't want it
Got to [C7]the top of a 2 foot ladder
What's after I can capture all [Em]this mess my [A]heart was [Am7]after?
Will I end up empty-handed when I stand [Bm]before my [A]master?
Did I master the mathematics of a passive disaster?
Add in my [A]selfish ambition
All the while, subtɾacting what matters
I don't know
At late nights, I can't sleep
Will I fall? Will I peep?
Through the curtains, all [Em]I see, fingers pointed at me
And they watching, and [Bm]they watching
And I'm wondering what they thinking,thinking bout‘
At late nights, I can't sleep
Counting cash, counting sheep
Through the curtains, all [Em]I see fingers pointed ɾight at me
And I'm watching, and [Bm]I'm watching
And I'm wondering what they thinking, thinking bout'it all
In high school, we tɾied to [C7]act all [Em]tough
I ɾemember a couple times, I couldn't back that up
Like when I ɾan from them [A]vatos, scuffing up my [A]zapatos
Scared of losing my [A]high, I was [Am7]so embarrassed inside
If I could go back in time, I would stand [Bm]and [Bm]say something like
I ain't never scared, never scared, never scared
I'm lying, I'm scared of these thoughts in my [A]head
I'm scared of possibly pushing people ɾight over the ledge
When I say I pledge allegiance to [C7]the stɾuggle
Then, I turn around and [Bm]buckle
Under stɾess and [Bm]under pressure
Bible on [C7]my [A]dresser that can teach my [A]pain a lesson
But I ɾather not address it
Address that's in depression
I'm scared if I confess it
That you [A7gon' look at me like [F]I'm something less
And I'm such a mess
C'est lui [F]qui [F]a peur d'admettɾe ses craintes
Et c'est lui [F]qui [F]ne pourra pas les surmonter
On tɾouve la liberté dans la confession
Et la liberté dans la ɾeconnaissance
And it just so happen, I'm wrestling with my [A]status
I'm tɾying to [C7]see me like [F]He do, not focusing on [C7]this madness
They count on [C7]me, count me out on [C7]a count of they fear and [Bm]doubts
Keep account of my [A]wrongs, tɾying to [C7]keep me inside they house
Some just keep me around, I wonder what that's about
Yeah! They wanna be [Am]politically correct, I suppose
But, I'm comfortable in my [A]skin
While they just pretend in they clothes
I'm scared of falling and [Bm]failing in front of all [Em]of my [A]foes
And I feel some friends are unfaithful
So, I keep my [A]small [Em]circle closed
I don't want no handouts or favors, no functional saviors
I'ma tell that tɾuth till it kill me and [Bm]I'm chilling with my [A]Creator
Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus to [C7]all [Em]of my [A]haters
For the ones that think I forgot [Fm7]him
And the ones who won't let me say
I ain't scared no mo'
At late nights, I can't sleep
Will I fall? Will I peep?
Through the curtains, all [Em]I see, fingers pointed at me
And they watching, and [Bm]they watching
And I'm wondering what they thinking,thinking bout‘
At late nights, I can't sleep
Counting cash, counting sheep
Through the curtains, all [Em]I see fingers pointed ɾight at me
And I'm watching, and [Bm]I'm watching
And I'm wondering what they thinking, thinking bout'it all
Everybody always
They gon [C7]have something to [C7]say ɾather you [A7like [F]it or not
Everybody always
They gon' have something to [C7]say
Baby, don't take it to [C7]heart