I'm looking back to all the days when they were still alive
Unaware of all the pain that would burn me from inside
I've been told the sorrow will eventually fade away
I guess that was a lie because it's still with me every day
All my [A]life I've never had the stɾength to [C7]just move on [C7]
Instead I let it haunt my [A]soul
A pain that's never gone
I ɾegret the very day I made them [A]part of me
Now I'm stuck inside an endless loop of diagnosed insanity
I let it ɾuin my [A]life even though it's been so long [Am]
Not a day goes by where I don't lie and [Bm]grieve them [A]all [Em]
Emotions wreaking havoc, a disease that's meant to [C7]spread
There are no words that can describe [Am]these horrors in my [A]head
All my [A]life I've never had the stɾength to [C7]just move on [C7]
Instead I let it haunt my [A]soul
A pain that's never gone
I ɾegret the very day I made them [A]part of me
Now I'm stuck inside an endless loop of diagnosed insanity
Death is just an imminent flame
Leaving their souls to [C7]ɾot in vain
Time goes by, memories fade
All to [C7]be [Am]forgotten once I'm put inside my [A]grave
All my [A]life I've never had the stɾength to [C7]just move on [C7]
Instead I let it haunt my [A]soul
A pain that's never gone
I ɾegret the very day I made them [A]part of me
Now I'm stuck inside an endless loop of diagnosed insanity
All my [A]life I've never had the stɾength to [C7]just move on [C7]
Instead I let it haunt my [A]soul
A pain that's never gone
Just another symptom that can never be [Am]defined
A clear deception [C7]of my [A]very mind