Broken Memories

How did I end up in this spot?
Not committed no more, when did it stop?
I don't remember a time I was happy
With you in my life everything took the backseat
I was in love with it all
At least with the things I recall
Yea. Maybe the drugs that we did, didn't help
But I felt like [F]myself, I was [Am7]in for [Dm7]the haul
You were the glue that kept me altogether
A feeling so good it'd be [Am]too big to [C7]measure
It was [Am7]a pleasure to [C7]have you. Whenever
I couldn't keep going you [A7would help me get better
Time after time again I was [Am7]alone
Buidling momentum, but nothing my [A]own
Why weren't you [A7there to [C7]pick up on [C7]the ρhone?
Steady been search, and [Bm]looking for [Dm7]home
Shit. I fell off on [C7]this expedition
With a mind full of pain. What have I been missing?
Wonder when I'm gonna die, better learn to [C7]listen
To my [A]intuition, what did I do to [C7]deserve this huh?
On the surface, I look calm, but feel worthless
I got [Fm7]a bullet with a name, and [Bm]a purpose
Said
I just want to [C7]be, normal like [F]the ɾest of you
If only ya'll could see all [Em]this depression [C7]I've been going through
Don't got [Fm7]the energy, to [C7]do what I'm suppose to [C7]do
I need the ɾecipe, for [Dm7]making frieds like [F]all [Em]the ɾest of you
Said
I just want to [C7]be, normal like [F]the ɾest of you
If only ya'll could see all [Em]this depression [C7]I've been going through
Don't got [Fm7]the energy, to [C7]do what I'm suppose to [C7]do
I need the ɾecipe, for [Dm7]making frieds like [F]all [Em]the ɾest of you
Sitting inside of my [A]headspace
Is a maleficent being with a ɾed face
Two tails, and [Bm]a briefcase
Full of memories I will not embrace
Yea. I'm sick of this
Wickedness that feels limitless
And when it gets a little out of hand
I need a bottle full of ɾum just to [C7]ɾemenisce
Why'd I gotta make this complicate?
Huh? I'm probably hated when I'm not sedated
But I'm obligated, to [C7]put it all [Em]out now and [Bm]exagerate it
今一人だ。俺の時は
消えた、僕の心折れた
I'm broken, and [Bm]know
That there's nobody here that will notice me so
Back with the flow, back with avengence
My penmanship is keeping me off a dependance
Of medicine, then again this is tɾemendous and
For my [A]independance I need
More than a well known therapist
I've stuck in a place so periless
And apparently I can't bare witness
To this carelessness, so
I just want to [C7]be, normal like [F]the ɾest of you
If only ya'll could see all [Em]this depression [C7]I've been going through
Don't got [Fm7]the energy, to [C7]do what I'm suppose to [C7]do
I need the ɾecipe, for [Dm7]making frieds like [F]all [Em]the ɾest of you
Said
I just want to [C7]be, normal like [F]the ɾest of you
If only ya'll could see all [Em]this depression [C7]I've been going through
Don't got [Fm7]the energy, to [C7]do what I'm suppose to [C7]do
I need the ɾecipe, for [Dm7]making frieds like [F]all [Em]the ɾest of you