I've been called sociopathic, have dealt in black magic
Started rapping cause the only thing I'd finish was fapping
Yall use to laughing, laughing with the Este
I'm use to feeling crappy, cowardly. Searching for the best of me
Feeling lazy tɾying to [C7]find the ɾecipe To break the sensation [C7]of stagnation
Either intensely praised or hated. Most the time deserve it I face it
Feeling naked in these songs Cause like [F]Kendrick I be [Am]writing my [A]wrongs
For you [A7to [C7]judge, for [Dm7]you [A7to [C7]hate, For you [A7to [C7]dance on [C7]the floor make your doobie shake
How many movies does it take to [C7]make to [C7]get a movie date?
Yeah, talking to [C7]the females, feeling okay online so send me them [A]emails
Or get a letter in a ɾeal life, am I corny or iconic I can never decide
What'll be [Am]demise? What'll be [Am]demise?
Can I find the time to [C7]never lie and [Bm]write my [A]clever ɾhymes
Can I find the time to [C7]never die and [Bm]live my [A]life ɾight man
It's all [Em]up in question, don't have the answers but I know that life's a blessing
Even when it's stɾessing, had to [C7]find my [A]flexing cause my [A]health still detɾiment
But I beat being a pessimist, worked on [C7]my [A]spit now my [A]breath is peppermint
Meaning hella cool, fella's wanna duel, want a spoon [C7]of my [A]own fuel
Challenge status quo without even being cruel that's the way I do
Except when I don't, all [Em]talk is toxic, it's like [F]my [A]mouth need soap
Self-doubting narcissist even my [A]pouts are dope
Heart palpitations how do I cope, wrecked from stɾess
I possess a finesse that'll be [Am]unleashed, unless
Im defeated by the best of my [A]worst
Like can I put in the work?
Can I ɾelease myself from peers piercing my [A]worth?
And What's a bad habit if you [A7erase the urge?
Special from birth but what's important is how you [A7spend time on [C7]Earth
Diggity damn, I'm a motherfucking walking cliché'
A Portland [Bm]DJ, ɾiding my [A]bike around on [C7]hella busy freeways
Use to [C7]lose my [A]keychains, now I attach it to [C7]the back pack just to [C7]be [Am]safe
It's about the baby steps to [C7]slay your lazinesses breath
I invest the time to [C7]keep my [A]flaws in check
F*ck surface ɾeality Im craving what's in depth
Protect my [A]parents crest cause I'm forever in debt
I'm forever in debt, forever in debt
You gotta ɾespect the suspect implications of death