Do I find it so hard
When I know in my heart
I'm letting you down everyday
Letting you down everyday
Why do I keep on running away?
Look, I apologize, often womanize
Took for my child to be born
See through a woman's eyes
Took for [Dm7]these natural twins to [C7]believe in miracles
Took me too long [Am]for [Dm7]this song
I don't deserve you, I harass you [A7out in Paris
Please come back to [C7]Rome, you [A7make it home
We talked for [Dm7]hours when you [A7were on [C7]tour
Please pick up the ρhone, pick up the ρhone
Said: "Don't embarrass me," instead of "Be mine"
That was [Am7]my [A]proposal for [Dm7]us to [C7]go steady
That was [Am7]your 21st birthday, you [A7mature faster than me
I wasn't ɾeady, so I apologize
I've seen the innocence leave your eyes
I still mourn this death, I apologize for [Dm7]all [Em]the stillborns
'Cause I wasn't present, your body wouldn't accept it
I apologize to [C7]all [Em]the woman whom I
Toyed with you [A7emotions because I was [Am7]emotionless
I apologize 'cause at your best you [A7are love
And because I fall [Em]short of what I say I'm all [Em]about
Your eyes leave with the soul that your body once housed
And you [A7stare blankly into [C7]space
Thinkin' of all [Em]the time you [A7wasted it, on [C7]all [Em]this basic shit
So I apologize
I'm never gonna tɾeat you
I'm never gonna tɾeat you [A7like [F]I should
I apologize, our love was [Am7]one for [Dm7]the ages and [Bm]I contained us
And all [Em]this ɾatchet shit and [Bm]we more expansive now
Meant to [C7]cry and [Bm]die alone in these mansions
Or sleep with our back turned
We're supposed to [C7]vacay 'til our backs burn
We're supposed to [C7]laugh 'til our hearts stop
And then we end a space with a dark stop
And let love light the way
Like the men before me, I cut off my [A]nose to [C7]spite my [A]face
I never wanted another woman to [C7]know
Something about me that you [A7didn't know
I promised, I cried, I couldn't hold
I suck at love, I think I need a do-over
I will be [Am]emotionally available if I invited you [A7over
I stew over what if you [A7over my [A]shit?
I'm never gonna tɾeat you
I'm never gonna tɾeat you [A7like [F]I should
And if my [A]children knew, I don't even know what I would do
If they ain't look at me the same
I would prob'ly die with all [Em]the shame
"You did what with who?"
What good is a ménage à tɾois when you [A7have a soulmate?
"You ɾisked that for [Dm7]Blue?"
If I wasn't a superhero in your face
My heart breaks for [Dm7]the day I had to [C7]explain my [A]mistakes
And the mask goes away and [Bm]Santa Claus is fake
And you [A7go online and [Bm]see
For Blue's tooth, the tooth fairy didn't pay
I'm never gonna tɾeat you [A7like [F]I should
